tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-291071522024-03-14T03:47:53.328-05:00"Thirty Minutes of Wonderful""I would rather have thirty minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special."
~Truvy in Steel MagnoliasSteel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.comBlogger54125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-34534423988657339392007-07-07T11:24:00.001-05:002007-07-07T11:35:27.859-05:00Living in JacksonAlthough not directly related to my teaching experience, I feel like this is relevant enough to post here. Thursday night, my husband picked me up from a church trip at about midnight and we drove home. When we got home, I was giving him a hard time about driving my car instead of his (because my stereo doesn't work). We parked next to his car. Friday morning when he woke up to go to work, his car window was open, doors unlocked, stereo and CD case gone. We filed a police report, but all that entails is filling up a form and them giving you a silly card with a case number on it.<br /> I'm tired of this. We were going to sign a six month lease Friday in the hopes of moving out to the suburbs by January. Instead, I'm going to look at houses today. As much as I would like to argue against the migration to the suburbs, I'd also like to be able to sleep at night and know that my car will still be in one piece in the morning. When a friend came over during Christmas break, her car window was smashed in my parking lot. The people in the apartment across from us just moved out because his car had been vandalized 3 times. I know of at least 2 other cars that had been vandalized since we've been here. This must not be a priority for the police department since it is located ACROSS THE STREET from our parking lot. Every report we file doesn't seem to have any effect. I know the real world isn't like CSI, but couldn't they at least dust for fingerprints??<br /> The most depressing part is that we live in one of the nicer areas of town. I know having a stereo stolen isn't the end of the world, but I don't want random people breaking into my car. The fact that they were in the car is more upsetting to me than the stereo. Anyway, I'll now be the hypocrytical teacher driving in from the suburbs to teach every day.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-24482672525401791572007-06-26T15:40:00.000-05:002007-06-26T15:53:32.022-05:00Why I'm still hereToday was a good day because it reminded me why I'm still here. All the other mess is still falling to pieces around me and I cannot for the life of me get any technology to do what I want, but I got to teach. Today was the first day I've taught in a week. If there's one thing I've learned this summer, it's that I don't like watching other people teach. I want to be up there, doing things. It was fun and novel at first to watch other people, but what I really love is when I'm up there teaching.<br /> The students made my day today. Asking interesting questions (after the bell rang!) and staying involved even though the projector wasn't working and I kept calling them the wrong names. Even when I have a bad teaching day, the students are the reason I want to stay. Don't get me wrong, there were some students that I dreaded to see coming last year, but in hindsight, it was because I didn't deal with their behaviors appropriately. Hopefully this year I can avoid a lot of that. The truth is, students really do want to make you proud. All they're looking for is approval and they'll do almost anything you ask, as long as you know how to ask. I love the excitement they get when they learn or understand something new. Inevitably over the past few weeks I've been asked, "Are you staying at your school?"...I don't know how I could leave. I may have 5-6 reasons to hate my job, but I have 143 reasons to love it.<br /> I've always said that the frustrations in teaching come from the adults. Adults should know better, but usually don't. Adults should be responsible and usually aren't. And generally the adults want to make your life 1,000 times more difficult and much less enjoyable. The key is to avoid adult interaction. :)Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-88888764414151528182007-06-25T21:30:00.000-05:002007-06-25T21:44:41.869-05:00Blogging while angry....maybe a bad ideaToday has not been my day. The cumulative stresses of the month of June are starting to take their toll on me. I am exponentially more stressed than I intend to be during the school year. The last time I felt this overwhelmed, it was probably the first week in August. It seems that every time there is a small break from one obligation or another, suddenly there are three more things to be started. I'm tired, I'm grumpy, and I've been in the same city as my husband for a total of 60 hours in the past three and a half weeks. This is not the way I enjoy living my life. On top of it all, my laptop turned itself off today and refuses to turn back on. It's probably because it wasn't shiny, new, and white...it also wasn't free. Now I need money for a new computer...before school starts.<br /><br />I have never been so ready for a month off in my life. Most of it will be spent lesson planning for next year (I have an entire box of AP stuff and two textbooks sitting in my room that haven't been touched yet) and another week of it will be spent back in Oxford, away from my husband, attending the stupid AP workshop that is also offered 3 blocks away from my house, but for stupid reasons I have to attend the one here. It's ridiculous, but I'm actually looking forward to the start of the school year, because I'll be home more and have more free time. <br /><br />This is getting really bitter and I have a law paper to write. If anyone has any idea what we're doing, let me know. Thanks to everyone who helped me out today and I promise in about 4 days to be a new person.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-46647730828130194562007-06-25T21:27:00.000-05:002007-06-25T21:29:59.187-05:00Required blog #2<p class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span>The objectives where my students were most successful were the two related to the <st1:place>Great Plains</st1:place> (explain why people began settling the <st1:place>Great Plains</st1:place> and describe life for settlers on the <st1:place>Great Plains</st1:place>).<span style=""> </span>I think the main reason that they were so successful on these objectives is because the lesson was very interactive.<span style=""> </span>The students played the part of settlers while the railroad owner convinced them to move to the <st1:place>Great Plains</st1:place>.<span style=""> </span>Because they “lived through it”, they seem to remember it better.<span style=""> </span>Another reason the students seem to remember these objectives better is that we started the unit with a picture of a woman holding a baby in the middle of a wheat field.<span style=""> </span>The students spent a lot of time examining and describing the picture.<span style=""> </span>They both told me it was their favorite picture in the chapter.<span style=""> </span>I think that because they were able to relate to the woman in the picture before we started reading the chapter, they were more involved in the lesson.<span style=""> </span>As far as describing life for settlers, I had the students pretend to be settlers and write a letter home about their life.<span style=""> </span>Both students seemed to really enjoy the assignment and wrote great letters.<span style=""> </span>I think the fact that I was able to incorporate varied and interesting activities into the lesson helped the students to better master the objectives. (Also, the fact that this was the 7<sup>th</sup> lesson I taught meant that the students were starting to get used to me and I was starting to get to know them better).</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span>I differentiated learning well in the <st1:place>Great Plains</st1:place> lesson, because I used visual (looking at the picture), kinesthetic (acting out settling the <st1:place>Great Plains</st1:place>), and intrapersonal (reflection and writing a letter home).<span style=""> </span>Also, by this point, we had noticed that one of our two students was a much weaker reader than the other.<span style=""> </span>If you gave them both an assignment that involved reading, one would struggle and take much longer than the other.<span style=""> </span>For this reason, I realized that I would need to rely heavily on other ways of getting information across.<span style=""> </span>I wanted to make sure she fully understood the material and I did not want to embarrass her in such a small class where the differences were so apparent.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span>The objectives where my students were least successful was when I asked them to explain why congress passed the Pendleton Civil Service Act and to summarize economic acts passed in the late 1800s.<span style=""> </span>I knew this was not going to be my best lesson ever, but I hoped that teaching it in summer school would give me an advantage when I actually have to teach it during the year.<span style=""> </span>One reason it wasn’t successful is that I personally find Hayes, Garfield, and Arthur to be the most boring presidents in American History.<span style=""> </span>This is MY least favorite time period in the book, so I really have to try to make it interesting and engaging for everyone involved.<span style=""> </span>Also, the material itself is difficult because the students don’t have adequate background knowledge.<span style=""> </span>Before you can understand the Pendleton Civil Service Act, you have to know what the civil service is and you have to understand the corruption that existed in the civil service before 1883.<span style=""> </span>The economic acts aren’t any easier.<span style=""> </span>The Interstate Commerce Act already involves two words that students don’t fully understand (“interstate” and “commerce”).<span style=""> </span>Once students understand the meaning, you then have to help them understand that the importance of the act was to regulate the railroads (meaning you have to go back and explain why the railroads needed regulating).<span style=""> </span>The whole chapter is like a foreign language, with issues and vocabulary that usually hasn’t been introduced until this point.<span style=""> </span>Because of the sheer volume of information I needed to get across, I mostly lectured and gave notes during this lesson.<span style=""> </span>I know that isn’t the best way to help students….I need to find a better way.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span>In the future, I would definitely take more time on the Hayes/Garfield/Arthur section.<span style=""> </span>I need to take the time necessary to include more interactive activities to make sure that students get the more difficult concepts.<span style=""> </span>I need to recognize my weakness as a teacher, which is that when concepts are extremely difficult, I resort to very neat notes and charts to get the difficult concept across.<span style=""> </span>This is because that’s how I learn, and it helps some students.<span style=""> </span>But there are others who need something else.<span style=""> </span>Now that I see this weakness, hopefully I can be more innovative and recognize when I am shortchanging those students.</p>Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-81542020466573312212007-06-14T17:40:00.000-05:002007-06-14T18:45:19.780-05:00Blog #1-EDCI 602Planning social studies lessons tends to be different that other subjects. Granted, the only time I taught another subject was last summer, but I've noticed that whereas many other subjects tend to be skills based (how to work a certain problem, how to conjugate a verb, how to solve chemistry equations, how to recognize examples of alliteration, etc.), social studies tends to be very factual. There are some skills involved (how to read a map, graph, chart, etc), but the majority of information that students are responsible for is strictly memorization based (Who was president during WWII? Why did people settle in the Great Plains? What were conditions like for the industrial working class in the 1800s?). You can definitely expand these ideas and find creative ways of presenting them, but it's not something that lends itself well to guided practice or independent practice. Without continuous innovation, social studies can easily become a monotony of reading the book and answering questions, lecture, and essay responses. I'm sure all the other teachers would disagree with me and argue that their subjects are just as challenging, but this is my obviously biased opinion.<br /><br />With that said, I started planning my lessons this week by focusing on the state curriculum. Thankfully, the curriculum for U.S. History is much less vague than the other social studies frameworks. Since history is generally taught chronologically (so that students can see cause and effect) and since textbooks generally follow this format, I found the corresponding chapters in the textbook and started at the beginning. My objectives for the first two lessons were similar to everyone else's: classroom management related and giving a pretest. For the rest of the first day, I focused on two skills that are surprisingly lacking in students: How to make and use a timeline and how to use a textbook. I'm a firm believer in teaching these skills from day one, so that the rest of the year you can use them without confusion. The second day focused on "The West" and various topics about settlement in the west (mining, cattle ranching, the Great Plains, and Native Americans). <br /><br />My experience with student needs and development is that they are familiar with timelines, but they've rarely examined exactly how they are created. I've noticed that students can often answer questions about a timeline, but when you ask them to create one, inevitably 1981, 2000, and 2001 are equidistant on the timeline. This strikes me as such a fundamental gap in the understanding of the function of a timeline. The point is not only to put things in order (why not just make a list??), but also to show the relative positions in time of certain events. Teaching students to create their own timeline, step by step, generally gives them a better understanding than just reading timelines and answering questions. Also, asking them to include significant events from their personal lives on the timeline allows me a glimpse into their life outside of school. (Students inevitably list their mother's birthday, their birthday, and their babies' birthdays...they also tend to include their parents' marriages and divorces). Using the textbook is simply something every student should know how to do, but most students are never taught. I started my world geography class in January with a lesson on how to use the textbook and never again had to answer "What page is this on??" I also make it a point to explain to students that sometimes knowing how to find information is more important than memorizing information. Students don't realize how often adults have to look things up. As far as teaching within the chapters after the first day, I approached the course as if the students were seeing the material for the first time. Even though these students took the class during the regular school year, they obviously missed something, so no assumptions should be made about what they already know. I actually found that I had mistakenly made an assumption on the second day when my 17 year old student did not know which state was indicated on the map by CALIF. I did teach her, however, how to look at the U.S. map in the front of her book and find the same state to get the answer (the most important things I teach my students are rarely in my lesson plans).<br />My instructional decisions were driven by one core belief that I hold, which is that students who have difficulty in a class (for whatever reason) are the ones who most need varied instructional strategies. Obviously, something didn't work the first time around. Maybe the student is a kinesthetic learner and their teacher lectured the whole year. Maybe the student has reading difficulties and their teacher gave them chapters to read with review questions. Maybe the student has A.D.D. and simply can't focus long enough to learn the material. Maybe the student has just always hated history class (like I did in high school) and has never thought of history as fun or relevant. Regardless of the reason, these are the students that most need varied activities and strategies (i.e. the ever-present "differentiated instruction"). (I've had a long time to think about this since I was required to "remediate" students once a week in U.S. History by reading a list of facts to them from January through April).<br />My first lesson was basically a "preview" of the chapter, that involved a worksheet I created where students look at all of the pictures, drawings, graphs, etc. in the chapter and answer questions about them. This strategy (which was thankfully suggested to me by a veteran teacher at my school) engages visual learners as well as students who have difficulty reading. The chapter usually includes graphs or charts for the more analytical students and pictures to be described ("List 3 adjectives that describe the man in the picture") for the more creative students. By the time we actually start reading the text, the whole class can pretty much tell me what the main points of the chapter are (in "edu-speak"= I created background knowledge for the students who didn't have any).<br />My second lesson asked students to read a couple of paragraphs about the Comstock Lode in Nevada ("chunking text"--or, not making students read the whole page when all they need is two paragraphs) and then drawing a 4 panel comic strip to summarize the story. I love this activity because it engages those kids who are horrible at social studies but great at drawing, it allows me to easily see if students understood the material, and it forces students to use higher level thinking because they have to process the information and put it in another form.<br /><br />An example of an inductive strategy that I used was my set in my third lesson. I basically presented the students with a historical situation and asked them to explain the problem to me and what would happen next (this doesn't exactly fit in any one of the inductive teaching strategies listed in our notes, but may be a modified version of unguided inquiry). I had three people at the front of the room with a long piece of butcher paper, which I explained was a railroad. I put nametags on each of the 3 according to their profession (one was a factory owner whose factory made pants, one was a factory owner whose factory made shirts, one was a farmer). I explained to one factory owner that her family wanted to eat corn for dinner, where would she get it? She told me she would buy it from the farmer. I asked her how she would get there and she said she would walk. We went through a few other scenarios like this. Then I brought up another volunteer and explained that he was the railroad owner. I explained that he was very unhappy and asked students what the problem was (no one using the railroad because no one lives on the other end, no money for the railroad owner). I asked what the railroad owner might do about it? (encourage people to move down there). We went through the whole scenario of the farmer moving and the crops being shipped on the railroad. Students had "discovered" the course of historical events before I ever gave them the notes.<br /><br />This blog has become really long, so I'm going to wrap up by explaining my basic philosophy on planning. Working in a district where we constantly have professional development by cheerful elementary school teachers who want to teach us cutesy words for situations that don't need cutesy words (the kids sitting next to each other are "shoulder partners") instead of useful teaching strategies, I've become fairly embittered toward the "edu-babble" or "buzz words" that teachers are constantly required to document in our lesson plans. I do, however, believe that a lot of these strategies hidden in ridiculous terms are very useful. Whenever I plan a lesson I tend to think of certain students I taught this year who had difficulties learning material (because they may have been "dyslexic", "kinesthetic learners", or "at risk students"--whatever special category they fit in to) and I just think "How could I teach this so that someone like W.A. would get it?" "What could I do in this lesson to make it interesting to someone like J.E.?" "How can I teach this in a way that M.J. won't have to read too much?". I may be stubborn about using the terminology, but I think in the end, I do try to incorporate what I've learned into my teaching strategies.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-23645012880021071592007-05-26T20:34:00.000-05:002007-05-26T20:47:04.485-05:00K.C.At the beginning of the year I had a student, K.C. He was very bright, attentive, and charismatic. He talked a little too much and sometimes got in trouble for it, but he was polite and considerate and just very different from my other students. I found out later that he was from California and wondered if that somehow explained it. He wasn't performing to his potential and I spent quite a few afternoons on the phone with his mom. Around Christmas, he came and told me that he was dropping out to get his GED. I was SO disappointed.<br /> Yesterday he came by to see me. It was the first time I'd seen him since he left. He told me that he was graduating next week with the seniors (with his GED) and going to the community college. He hoped in a couple of years he could transfer to a four year college. I asked him what he wanted to study and he said maybe psychology. I got his email address and promised to send him mine. Then he said, "I just wanted to thank you, Mrs. D." And I asked, "Thank me for what?" He said, "Just...thank you...for everything." We talked a bit more and then he hugged me and left (I've gotten over my paranoia about touching students, although I am very careful about how I hug my male students). Just that small interaction made me understand why veteran teachers stay in the profession. I don't even remember what I said to him that made him come back up to the school and find me six months later to thank me, but knowing that I said or did something that made a difference made me feel like this year wasn't a waste.<br /><br /> Kids are funny at the end of the year. Suddenly they're really going to miss you. I finally told my kids (10th graders) that I'm teaching 11th grade next year. The ones who gave me nightmares this year invariably said, "I hope I have you again next year! Request me in your class." I finally questioned one girl who has been rolling her eyes at me for the past 180 days,<br />"Why would you want to be in my class next year? I thought you hated this class." <br /><br />"I don't hate you. I hate having to be quiet in your room."<br /><br />It's when they say things like that, that I remember how young they are. I think the best part about next year is that I will no longer feel like I need their approval. I feel fairly confident that I know how to do this job now, so it doesn't matter if they like me. I tried to feel that way this year, but I was constantly wondering if I was doing things right and all you see are students all day...you want reassurance from someone. Having more confidence and having a reputation at the school with the adults as well as the students is going to make next year much easier. Not easy, but easier.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-61402989424925452762007-05-26T20:23:00.001-05:002007-05-26T20:34:00.693-05:00Last days of schoolThe last days of school were surprisingly anticlimactic. Students kind of dwindled away throughout the week depending on if other teachers would let them take their exams early or if they had classes with no exams like P.E. Also, being on A-day/B-day blocks means that Wednesday was the last day I saw some kids and Thursday was the last day I saw others. It didn't feel like it had a lot of closure.<br /><br /> One thing that's strange to me is that kids don't get their yearbooks until the summer. I remember at the beginning of last year kids were passing around yearbooks and I couldn't figure out why. Apparently they do this so that pictures from second semester can be included in the book, but then students don't get to sign each other's yearbooks, especially seniors. I'm sure kids with yearbooks are annoying, but these last couple of weeks had a lot of random down time where they could have been doing that. It seems like one more thing we're doing to make these kids feel like they have no sense of camaraderie at the school and therefore no investment in it. I'm constantly surprised by how little my students know about each other. I guess they move so often, they don't really get to know each other.<br /><br />Friday was make up exam day. We kept the students in the cafeteria and took turns watching them. The students left at 1:00. At about 1:30, the vice principal came on the intercom and announced that ALL STUDENTS should be out of the building and off the premises. About 5 minutes later he came back on and said, "Teachers, we wanted to inform you that we have planned an in-service professional development for this afternoon and it will start shortly." (My stomach sank.) "The in-service will take place at your individual residences, so at this time, teachers, you may begin moving to your own homes to start your in-service for this afternoon." I think that was when it hit me. The year was over. I'd survived. I had no more lessons to plan and no more students to teach. It was summer. I hadn't even considered the idea of summer. I'd been so busy just trying to make it through. And I thought for sure that I wouldn't. I think I celebrated a little bit too hard yesterday, but I sure did deserve it. I have to go back Tuesday and Wednesday and do paperwork and help with graduation, but mostly I'm free!Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-60016878171910545352007-05-26T20:16:00.001-05:002008-11-06T21:12:24.748-06:00High School Fashion<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOWOj7i788L9pZ_xstpU3stlVnwnz8ZK6VcWfJtI4VQgqGGCxFU8I_K_6xv9-KFa4MEEN-WGef8KseJqB1SeFKskI2kHP2k94jvCcsSlpBf3xSEggaX9mHjiAZhUaWDaswD1SY-w/s1600-h/DSCN0818.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOWOj7i788L9pZ_xstpU3stlVnwnz8ZK6VcWfJtI4VQgqGGCxFU8I_K_6xv9-KFa4MEEN-WGef8KseJqB1SeFKskI2kHP2k94jvCcsSlpBf3xSEggaX9mHjiAZhUaWDaswD1SY-w/s320/DSCN0818.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5069043365660858514" border="0" /></a><br />Unfortunately my camera ran out of batteries, so this is the best picture I have. I know this student has worn this shirt to school before, but I guess this was the first time I looked at it. I couldn't help myself. I had to ask. <br /><br />"Mark, are those food stamps on your shirt?"<br /><br />"Yeah, Mrs. D. You've never seen these before? They have one that has an EBT card and then food stamps and it says 'Back in the old days'"<br /><br />All the other kids in the class were unimpressed, because apparently they had seen many of these before.<br /><br />I can't decide how I feel about it, but it seemed like something that should be shared.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-9444159345161089162007-05-02T20:22:00.000-05:002007-05-02T20:48:15.122-05:00PatchworkI just reread my past few posts and realized my blog has become pretty depressing. It's not that my life is that depression 100% of the time, it's just that, like every journal I've ever kept, this has become my mode of venting/processing the bad stuff. When the good stuff happens, I just live it. I've never felt the need to document that part.<br /><br />So here's some of the good stuff, and maybe you can piece together the big picture:<br /><br />1. Tuesday I got to leave campus to eat lunch for the first time. It seems like a really silly thing to be happy about, but all day I had this professional air. <span style="font-style: italic;"> I</span> had an <span style="font-style: italic;">appointment.</span> I had to go somewhere on my planning period. I was very important and had very important things to do. It's amazing how leaving the building can make you suddenly feel like an adult.<br /><br />Which brings us to #2:<br />I went to a Rotary club luncheon. I'm starting an Interact club at the school. We'll be the first in the district. The Rotarians were cool. The club is all about community service (yea Peace Corps!), international understanding (yea Peace Corps!), and mentoring opportunities from the Rotarians (which my students desperately need). Will it work? I have no idea. Are the kids interested? I sure hope so. Will it be a headache? For sure. But suddenly I have a role in the school other than boring children for 100 consecutive minutes each day (Now I can bore them after school too! :)<br /><br />#3 <a href="www.teachingtolerance.org">www.teachingtolerance.org</a><br />We had just finished the Cold War and I had time for one more unit. The pacing guide had become non-decipherable after Easter. I had to choose between the Vietnam War (briefly glossed over in the Cold War material) and the Civil Rights movement. I figured Civil Rights would be more fun. Despite the sheer determination of students to be obnoxious teenagers ("Why are we studying this now instead of back in February?"--don't try to explain the logistics of sequential historical events to a child that has been trained to believe Martin Luther King only exists in February), I think I may have won them over, thanks to Teaching Tolerance. The organization sends free videos and accompanying materials to anyone who requests them. They sent me about 5 different vhs/dvds and some awesome posters. This was the first time I've gotten to use them. Last week was state testing, so I planned a movie on Rosa Parks into the lesson. It was miraculous. The same class who would NOT be quiet or respectful while I was giving them the notes earlier was silent the minute Rosa Parks' cousin came on the screen. Students who haven't turned in a paper all year watched the video from beginning to end and made a 100 on the quiz afterwards. The worst discipline problem I had was reminding students who wanted to ask me questions to wait until the end. I gave some more notes and showed a video on the children's march in Birmingham today. It had the same effect. The way the videos are produced, they have interviews interspersed with actual historical footage and re-enactments (recorded with a historically accurate camera, so they look real--but subtly indicated by a sign on the side of the screen). They have outstanding music from the time period and great stories that the kids can connect with ("I was always nosy, so I crawled up under the house to see what Aunt Rosie [Rosa Parks] was talking about."/ "My mama told me, 'Don't go. I mean DON'T GO.' And I said, 'I hear you.' We were raised not to lie. So I didn't lie and tell her I wasn't going to the march, I said 'I hear you.'") Kids are getting teary eyed when people are being abused and cheering when "Bull" Connor finally gets removed from office.<br /><br />Hopefully, the next couple of weeks will be more of the same.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-62702159976679735642007-05-02T19:34:00.000-05:002007-05-02T19:50:29.595-05:00GraffitiSomewhere between Sunday evening and Monday morning there was graffiti found on my school that said "Virginia Tech" and had tomorrow's date. When I heard it on the news Monday (I had taken the day off), I was surprised, but didn't feel overly concerned. For the past few days, all the kids at school have been talking about it, taking every opportunity to ask me what I think and if I'm coming to school tomorrow. I've assured them all that I'll be there and the school is taking every precaution. I reminded them that if they hear anything specific, they shouldn't hesitate to tell someone, because this is not a joke. They've all told me they heard it was done by kids from our rival school. I think they'd accuse our rival school of doing just about anything, but it sounded plausible. They've all informed me that they're not coming to school tomorrow. I actually had 2 students stop by today to get their assignments for tomorrow. I heard a couple of teachers talk about whether or not they were coming.<br /> I'm trying to remain level-headed, but the closer I get to tomorrow morning, the more I start to worry. I've rationalized it a million different ways. Kids who were actually going to do something wouldn't warn you first...would they? I feel 90% sure that it was a stupid prank, but that 10% keeps nagging at me. What if something happens? We haven't had any kind of faculty meeting this week. The only information given was a written description of what happened and the "security measures" being taken that was distributed to the students. No one has mentioned what we might do if something did happen. There's evidence that someone who is not enrolled at my school was in my class Monday. Another non-student was found in first period today. I don't feel completely confident that the administration has this under control. We have an assembly at 9:45. One thing's for certain, my door will be locked all day tomorrow and my cell phone will in my pocket.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-78074830261991063292007-04-18T23:29:00.000-05:002007-04-18T23:37:48.970-05:00Friday the 13thI can't sleep right now for various non-school related reasons, and the strangest memories are popping into my head. Last Friday was Friday the 13th. I realized this quickly since the LCD projector I signed up for was MIA, my overhead screen would no longer pull down and stay like it had the day before, and the speakers were busted. As my second block kids were coming into the room, a kid sat down to start the Do Now and asked me the date. "It's the thirteenth. Friday the thirteenth," I responded. A female student immediately turned around and announced, "Don't have sex today. Ooops, sorry Mrs. D., but they shouldn't." I simply told her it was good advice and continued with my day, but as I look back, I'm starting to wonder if I should have her make public service announcements at the beginning of every class. <br /><br />"Having unprotected sex will get you pregnant and probably keep you from graduating."<br /><br />"Refusing to do your homework or to study will cause you to fail this class."<br /><br />Maybe I should just have some cheesy posters of garfield made up that say the same things. Or a cute white kitten doing something adorable. There is an amazing lack of cheesy posters in my room.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-38977501501175729202007-04-10T20:48:00.000-05:002007-04-10T21:05:55.920-05:00Small BlessingsI've been really grumpy the last few weeks. I'm just starting to get really worn down and my pacing guide and textbook both went loopy after WWII. I'm trying to piece things together from other sources and I'm just tired and ready for this marathon year to be over. A few small things have made it bearable, though...so let's focus on the positive (random side note: my kids took a survey today to see which job they would have had in the Middle Ages (why??) and I was an impractical dreamer--I see the silver lining in everything...man, if that were only true Mon-Fri!)<br /><br />1. Irate parent. She's been at the school non-stop since the week before Spring Break. She's frustrated because her son is failing. She's frustrated because his IEP isn't being followed (which they never are)...She's mostly frustrated because she's starting to realize that he may not graduate with a regular diploma. I've managed to use my southern charms to keep her from turning her anger towards me. Randomly she and the head of the exceptional ed department walked into my classroom last Wednesday and sat down. Her son happens to be in my evil lunch class. They were getting ready to take a test that I knew they would all fail, since most of them had been suspended/in-ISS/in the hallway for more time than they had actually been in the room. I was making a desperate attempt to review before the test. They didn't recognize the two women who walked in. Suddenly, the room was silent. Students were answering questions and paying attention. Suddenly, the ratio of adults to students had dropped and the behavior problems had disappeared. All but one of the students passed the test, and she came for tutoring this afternoon. Everything was back to normal today, but I'm still happy we had that opportunity.<br /><br />2. The same class went to the career lab today where the teacher is much older and more experienced. They treated her and each other like dirt. She was shocked. Suddenly I can see (or actually believe) that it's not just me. They actually treated me with more respect (although not by much)<br /><br />3. I only have 6 1/2 more lessons to plan before I start reviewing for the semester exam (ok, I have a lot more lesson plans to WRITE than that, but they're already in my head).<br /><br />4. The principal asked me to take some kids to the Rotary Club. I think it will be fun. I don't know the details, but I've been struggling to find an extra-curricular and he finally suggested something. At least I don't have to coach anything.<br /><br />5. I'm a lot calmer at school now. It was a subtle shift, but I no longer feel like a nervous wreck all day long. Even my classes that act ridiculous don't wear me out quite as much.<br /><br />They sound like small things, but in a world of impossible demands, every little bit helps.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-88586622781844044662007-03-29T22:32:00.000-05:002007-03-29T22:47:57.964-05:00Random ThoughtsI can't even seem to find anything coherent to write about on here. I think of things I should post, but by the time I get to a computer, they're lost behind a million other things in my head, so this will be a collection of random ramblings.<br /><br />I'm not getting my EEF stuff. I got some of it. I got some of the nicer items, but not the ones I was really dying for. I ordered 2 desk sorters. It seems silly, but they would make my life heavenly at this point. I love to organize things and right now there are papers everywhere on my desk. I ordered the nice 42 dollar desk sorter that the teacher across the hall has. It's not coming. The librarian was vague. She doesn't know what happened to it. On the other hand, she does know what happened to two other items. On one she put the wrong number and on the other she forgot to put a number. So will the problem be corrected? No, it's too late. Apparently, the entire thing could have been avoided had I never ordered an internet cord. No one said ANYTHING about not ordering technology...as a matter of fact, another teacher ordered a numeric keypad for his laptop and a flash drive. Apparently the internet cord messed everything up. It's unclear when exactly this was dealt with, but eventually it was changed and resubmitted (last week I think, when I asked where the heck everything was)....the librarian proudly arrived at my door the next day with a cable she had gotten from district office (because she has a friend down there) just for me. It's a firewire to ethernet cable. It would be really helpful if I owned a Mac. I didn't even know they made cables like that....<br /><br />I will be teaching U.S. History next year....that could be good or bad. The kids will be juniors and will take the class more seriously because it's state tested...but the stress that comes with state tests is daunting. Also, the two teachers who teach it this year are leaving, and I'm sure they will give me all their resources, but once they leave I'm on my own. Who knows who else will teach it. It should be interesting.<br /><br />I'm very ready to go home for Easter. I didn't go home over spring break and I miss my family. I would desperately love to be ahead enough that I don't have to do work next weekend, but out of stupidity I came home and sat on the couch for 3 hours after school today just for the novelty of it. Today was the first day in a week I'd gotten home before 8. I wasted it quite well. I just need to keep on truckin for a few more weeks and I'll be set. I just really wish I had more lesson plans done (next week is planned, but nothing after that)...I watched one of the veteran teachers make her copies for the rest of the school year the other day. I want to be at that place. It's like a mirage that never happens. You plan two whole weeks one Saturday to get ahead and 5 days later you only have a week's worth of lesson plans left. I feel like I'm chasing my tail all the time trying to beat the clock and stay ahead of the game and days just keep passing by.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-2926849510781987282007-03-24T22:29:00.000-05:002007-03-24T22:40:23.384-05:00I'm a slackerI have no lesson plan for Tuesday (or the days that will follow). Spring Break was fairly unproductive except for when I destroyed the car on the way home from Texas. That has led to a lot of used car shopping during time when I would normally lesson plan. My classes were ridiculous this week. My lunch class has zero respect for me. Maybe they never had respect for me and I just never noticed. They really got under my skin this week. I dealt with it poorly. I haven't graded most of the papers from this week and need to do lesson plans, but it will just have to happen tomorrow. I think I've reached a more healthy balance between work and school, but it means that I'm not quite as efficient at school. Whereas I used to spend hours lying awake worrying about what I hadn't done yet, I'm going to sleep tonight instead. Things will get done, the world won't come to an end, and the truth of the matter is...when I lesson plan on Friday afternoons, it usually drags on through all of Saturday and part of Sunday (although it morphs into something else like grading or MTC classwork). Since I've been forced to spend hours on end at car dealerships, I'll just squish what I can into Sunday and pray that the rest of it turns out all right. Part of it is laziness too. I'm really burnt out and sick of my kids' attitudes. 47% of my students failed my class last term. I'm ready for summer. I'm ready for a fresh start next year. I may have to take a mental health day this week (of course, it may be a going to the bank and car dealership day).<br /><br />I did make a lot of parent calls this week though. Something that has helped tremendously, but taken up most of my after-school time. I guess that's why the lesson planning never got done. I keep telling myself to just make it to Easter, but I know there are going to be 6 more weeks after that. I'm sure they will go by quickly, and things are definitely better than they were in November, but Spring Break was WAY too short.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-42662279332511325102007-03-03T21:32:00.000-06:002007-03-03T21:48:08.649-06:00What you should know about MTC...I think the biggest thing to understand when coming to MTC is that there's a reason they are giving you so many incentives to join. They are asking you to do one of the hardest jobs in the world, in one of the most difficult places to do it, and to go to school part time during all of this. The first semester will be sleepless, nerve-racking, and incredibly frustrating. The second semester is mildly easier. To be brutally honest, there is a reason many of these school districts have trouble getting and retaining teachers. Nothing about this experience will be easy.<br /> On the other hand, nothing is insurmountable. Many people before you have done it, and many people after you will, and most of us have survived as somewhat rational human beings. Once you get past the first few months, you learn to deal with the stress and how to better manage your time. The kids start to appreciate you (in very minute ways, on very sporadic occasions). You start to feel somewhat competent for at least 20 minutes a day. You have a few good moments. Of course you also have a lot of bad moments, but I've noticed that most of those moments come because we care too much in a situation where it seems like no one else does. And those are the best kinds of "bad moments" to have, at least you're fighting for something.<br /> The biggest thing to remember is that these are teenagers who usually haven't gotten the attention or the love that they need and deserve at home. If you make that kid feel important for 5 seconds, you've had a successful day. The job is extremely rewarding, but in very small, intense moments.<br /> You will eat, sleep, and breathe teaching for at least the first 4 months. Your roomates/spouse will know every child you teach by name, because you will feel the need to vent on a daily basis. You will go out to dinner with friends and swear that you will not discuss school, but every single topic will lead back to what happened in your room today. You will be SO sick of telling kids to tuck in their shirt, spit out their gum, walk in a line to lunch, etc... But somehow, everyday, you will get up and do your best and it will get better day after day. Every day you will think you can't do it, and every day you will...and then one day you will wake up and you won't feel like you're pretending to be a teacher anymore, you'll actually be one.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-69306803831298728452007-03-03T21:20:00.000-06:002007-03-03T21:32:27.511-06:00BaseballI went to a baseball game a couple of weeks ago. A few of my students are on the team. Two of them from the same class. I figured it might be fun and the kids would enjoy it. I found the field fairly easily and realized there were a total of about 12 spectators. Somehow I had expected grandstands full of fans. I ended up sitting with my student's (the pitcher's) parents in the one covered area as it drizzled cold rain throughout the game. It ended up being one of the most fun things I've done all year. My student could really pitch! and his family was absolutely hysterical. At least 3 aunts were there, his mother, some cousins, and a grandmother. I think there were more people in his family than all the other fans put together. They yelled and screamed and called other relatives every time he struck someone out. As I sat next to his mother, we talked. Apparently my class is his favorite subject (you would NEVER know). Also, his classroom behavior has improved tremendously, since I now know his entire family on a first-name basis. He's still not doing his homework, but I intend to keep going to games and keeping up my contacts.<br /> I also got to see one of my freshman students on the team. He wasn't playing (I found out later it was because he had 5 F's), but the child stood in the dugout and heckled the other team for 3 hours straight. In my room, he's still learning that not every thought that comes into his head should come out of his mouth. During class, he more often has his hands on the ground than his feet and uses the desk as a jungle gym. During one day of groupwork, he sang from the time the bell rang until the end of class. He sang about climate and weather (what we were studying), he sang about his reading teacher's saggy sweaters, I told him to hush and he sang the song "Hush"....sometimes it's intentionally disruptive, but sometimes I really think he can't contain himself. That night, in the dugout, hanging from the rafters, he was in his element. He never got to touch the baseball, but for 3 hours he could yell and hang from the roof and feel like he was a part of something. I still see his feet in the air occasionally in my room, but I gained a lot of respect when I came out to the game. I can't wait for the next one.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-45326794948068824532007-01-24T20:01:00.000-06:002007-01-24T20:21:08.233-06:00EchoesI'm the most textbook visual learner you could ever have. I love graphic organizers, I'm anal-retentive about organization, I like for everything to be neat, and calm, and quiet. But somewhere along the way I must have picked up some sort of auditory memory. Maybe it's all those years of music lessons.<br /><br />For the first time in a long time it was quiet in my room after school today. No tutorials, no detention. I closed the door and graded the tests I knew were inevitably failures. I could still hear rhythms in my head. Echoes of things kids said in my classroom today. Like ghosts in the room with me at 3:45 I could still hear the cadence of voices in my head. Stupid comments, occasionally obscene, vulgar, or just inappropriate floated through me head. It's something about the way they talk. Like there's a pattern already laid out, and they just substitute this name or that one. The same words day after day, arranged differently...not really saying much.<br /><br />It was the first time I've had a moment to even think about them since Christmas. It's amazing how you can be in the same room with children for 8 hours a day and never really think about them. You think about the behavior, the consequences, the rewards, the lesson plan that's due, the copies you need to make, the time, the bell, and a million other trivial tidbits...but it's not until they leave that you really start to think about them. I think that's the hardest part of being a teacher. Having 10 million things to do for tomorrow, and 25 children that need you right now.<br /><br />First semester, I lived in the moment. I knew everything that had happened, was happening, may happen...I knew exactly what they needed (as best any one person ever could), I adjusted, I discovered, I invented. Since Christmas, I've become much less present. I want to have 2 weeks of lesson plans, I want to have copies made ahead of time, I want to walk out the door of the school and not think about work until the next morning. It's made me a worse teacher (which became blatantly obvious as I watched them fail my test one after the other), but a more stable human being. Is it possible to do this job well and not let it consume every waking hour?<br /><br />We laugh because E.W. and I went to see <span style="font-style: italic;">Freedom Writers. </span>Apparently you actually can make a difference, but it requires working 3 jobs, alienating your husband to the point of divorce, and only teaching one class a day (why do they only have one class in these movies??). At what point do you start to live a life outside of education, without becoming the "worksheet teacher"? 10 weeks into first semester I was burnt out to point where I seriously considered driving off into the sunset many afternoons. I can't live like that. But even when they're not in the room, their echoes still haunt me and seem to ask, "Why weren't you paying attention? Why didn't you notice?"........It may be that I care too much to actually do this job long-term. I think in the end, it might consume me.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-14657320499205657222007-01-21T19:48:00.000-06:002007-01-21T20:06:12.108-06:00They've lost their mindsIt should be easier. I made it to Thanksgiving, I made it to Christmas. I'm on the home stretch. Magically the first semester went fairly well. The second semester is starting out badly.<br /><br />First, on the administrative end, they've now decided we're having in-school SATP tutoring Mon-Thurs, which means am activity schedule from now until April, where you hold kids who are not on the tutoring list. Ok, I can deal with that. I'm teaching U.S. History tutorials once a week (a subject I've never taught, to kids I don't know). Ok, I can deal with that. Then, last thursday, just before the activity period, they got on the intercom and announced that during the activity period, we would all be doing informative writing with our classes. The students should fill up the sheet (what sheet?), the teachers should use the rubric (what rubric?), at the end of the 25 min we should collect what they have and give it back to them next Thursday since this will take more than one activity period (except for this Thursday is B-day and next Thursday will be an A-day...which means every teacher in the building knew this wasn't going to work except the administrator on the speaker).....I wander up and down the hall. I talk to English teachers, I talk to veteran teachers, I talk to my mentor....eventually we realize that the paper we were handed at the end of the day yesterday by a student worker and simply told to initial for is what we are supposed to have out and copied for the students to use. We run to the copiers upstairs...they're both broken. We run to the copier downstairs and just grab pages as they come out. On the way, I see the principal..."Oh yeah, you were on duty yesterday, so you weren't at the staff meeting."....1/4 of the school is on duty each week...the teacher next door who WASN'T on duty didn't even know what was going on. My kids had JUST finished writing a page essay for me....Now they must write a 5 paragraph essay. That will be counted as a grade in World History (with a rubric from 1-4...how do I enter THAT in the grade book....and why am I punishing my children in history for being poor writers)........I could go on and on about this cluster-f*&k, but the point is: it made no sense then and we haven't heard anything about it since. The same thing will happen this Thursday, only we will have a completely different class and someone will have to figure out what to do about that (they only change every single week---seems someone would figure that out).<br /><br />Second Problem: My students have lost their minds. It may be the administrative insanity. It may be that report cards just came out. It may be that I'm putting out wierd vibes and they've decided to simply disobey and hate me. I sent 6 referrals in 2 days. Nine of the 15 kids in my A-3 class friday got something past a warning. I've gotten 1 kid back from alternative school in that class and now a completely new kid (who just got out of prison). They're not the worst of the bunch though...the old kids must be putting on a show. My A-4 continues to be ridiculous and I wrote a kid up in one of my angelic classes on Thursday. The whole class was stunned. I think it was the first referral I've sent in that class. I'm going on a serious telephone rampage this week and I'm not going to stop until every kid in that class knows how to act. I refuse to take children to lunch who DISAPPEAR on the way there and then walk off when I try to talk to them after class or who refuse to sit up in their seat and do work, and when I give them a second chance, tell me to shut up. I know it's not supposed to make me angry. But honestly, they're not showing me any respect and it's unacceptable. I'm also kind of angry and disappointed in them. They know better.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-1540643268778010392006-12-17T11:06:00.000-06:002006-12-17T11:11:46.290-06:00Winding DownThe last couple of weeks have been the slowest weeks of my life. I hate reviewing...it's just a lot of repeating things you've already taught. Maybe I just don't know how to do it well. Exams are super-boring and involve a lot of sitting around or throwing in a movie during the random times we hold classes between exams. I did get to hang out and talk with some of my kids on Friday morning after their exam though. It was nice to find out more about their lives.<br /><br />This coming week will be the worst. I'd much rather be stressed out and trying to cram a ton of material into these kids heads than waking up in the morning knowing the most productive thing I will do all day is grade exams. I'm sure it sounds silly to be complaining about a 21/2 day week where I don't have to teach, but I have to babysit and that's the worst. It all seems like it's being dragged out. I'm pretty sure that when I was in high school we went home early on exam days. Come to school, take your 2 exams, go home. Of course, they didn't have to feed us lunch....is that why we're stretching out these exams? To give them a free lunch? Or do we need more full school days for federal funding?Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-68862724516894463352006-12-07T18:46:00.000-06:002007-02-24T20:24:51.941-06:00Semester ReviewWhen I think back over the semester, the one student who stands out is "Jimmy" (In the blue shirt, with the towel around his neck). The kid is huge...barely fits into his desk. At the beginning of the year, he was a discipline problem, talking constantly throughout my class. I think I called his house. The next day, without saying a word to me, he came in and sat in the one empty seat on the other side of the room and focused the entire period on what he should be doing. He now claims that the reason he moved that day was because he was cold, and the <span onclick="BLOG_clickHandler(this)" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">airconditioner</span> doesn't blow as hard on the other side...but I'm still convinced either he or his wonderful aunt knew he needed to move away from the people he was talking to.<br /><br />I've learned a lot about him since August. He's 18, he has a kid who's 4-5 years old and lives with HIM (not the mother), he's from Atlanta, he was on the football team, and he's probably the smartest kid I teach all day. He can barely write. His handwriting is sloppy, his grammar is poor, and his spelling is so bad, I wonder if he has a learning disability. Homework in my class is <span onclick="BLOG_clickHandler(this)" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">notetaking</span> 4/5 nights a week. He has one of the highest grades in his class. He comes in for after school tutoring every now and then. He reads each paragraph out loud to me and then tells me what he's going to write in his notes. He's a very poor reader, but his comprehension of the text is off-the charts compared to my other kids. While I'm still trying to explain to the other kids the level 1 knowledge, he's asking me level 4 and 5 questions or explaining the abstract concepts of the text to his classmates.<br /><br />He's failing his other classes, which is bad because he's trying to graduate and his wonderful aunt is pushing him toward college. Again I wonder about the learning disability because he has a lot of trouble in math. His aunt seemed <span onclick="BLOG_clickHandler(this)" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">ok</span> with getting him tested when another teacher mentioned it in a conference, but I don't think it's happened yet. I would never bring it up as a first-year teacher, and also since he's so close to graduating.<br /><br />For some unknown reason he loves history, he loves my class, and he's successful at it. I watch him come in every day, the gentle giant, 3 times my size. "Jimmy, tuck your shirt in." "Yes ma'am Mrs. D." Always respectful, always kind and helpful.<br /><br />It's funny. I sat down to write this blog about my experiences this semester, but instead I've written 4 paragraphs about "Jimmy". I guess that's kind of the point. After the hell that other people call October and November, and the ridiculousness of the first few weeks of school, somehow all I want to do is tell you about the few that are wonderful. It was a shift that took place during Thanksgiving when I realized I missed "my kids". My family knows more about my students than their parents probably do. I have one who calls me "Mama D." now. I guess my skin has gotten thicker, the silly <span onclick="BLOG_clickHandler(this)" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">referrals</span> have become just that...silly, and the few I know I can reach are becoming the highlight of my day.<br /><br />Don't get me wrong. A-4 is hell on earth and if it weren't for 2 for 1 margaritas on Wednesday nights I wouldn't live through the week, but thank God it's B-day tomorrow and I get to see Jimmy.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-1163858875636730902006-11-18T07:50:00.000-06:002006-11-18T08:07:55.650-06:00Classroom Management ChangesMy summer classroom management plan included 4 rules:<br />1. Be prepared.<br />2. Raise your hand and wait to be recognized before you speak.<br />3. Stay in your seat.<br />4. Respect your teacher, your classmates, and yourself.<br /><br />I really like these rules and I think I'll stick with them. I questioned the hand-raising for a while, but I think I'll keep it.<br /><br />My consequences are:<br />1. Warning<br />2. Copying from glossary<br />3. Copying and call home<br />4. Detention and call home<br />5. Office Referral<br /><br />I think I'll stick with my consequences too. I need to make my sign in my room a little clearer and I need to make sure kids understand that if they don't turn in the copying when they walk in my room, they're already on #3 and will keep moving down from there. I've quit assigning other letters from the glossary. I used to assign S (the longest) and P (the second longest) and occassionally others, but that just led to confusion and kids felt it wasn't fair, so now everyone copies "S". I hear my kids in the hall say, "I got letter 's' today"...everyone knows what that means and they'll say something like, "That sucks." Letter S has 32 words and definitions.<br /><br />I think I'll change a couple of my rewards. Over the summer they were:<br />1. Verbal Praise<br />2. Positive Call home<br />3. Positive letter home<br />4. Student of the week<br />5. Student of the nine-weeks<br /><br />Group Reward: Marble Jar<br /><br />The rewards are wearing me out. I started giving $5 McDonalds gift certificates to my student of the week which is EXTREMELY effective because they all want them and EXTREMELY expensive, since I give 3 a week. Same problem with student of the 9 weeks. I gave them all a book about a girl in Peace Corps that I found on clearance for like $5 each last nine weeks. I'd like to give them something christmas related, but I have 6 classes and a tight budget. I like the idea of books if I can find The Best Christmas Pagent Ever or something for cheap. I'm still trying to figure out how to do this better for next year.<br /><br />The Marble jar is annoying. If I'm not up at my overhead, I have to get up to put marbles in or take them out. It's a good motivator for the kids though. Also losing an entire day for rewards is bad. Maybe if I keep it, the reward will only be 30min-1 hr.<br /><br />I think I'll do a ticket system next year. I'm missing small rewards and incentives and I think tickets would serve that purpose.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-1163137095966368012006-11-09T23:10:00.000-06:002006-11-09T23:38:15.980-06:00Classroom ManagementI chose my A-4 class to be my class where I would stick to the consequences every time. (Of course, I try to do this all day long, but in A-4 I never let up) Has it made the class any better behaved? No. Has it prevented the class from getting worse? Possibly. I screamed at them Tuesday. I had just finished giving out about 5 copying assignments in a row and people were still talking. I slammed my hand down on the desk and screamed. They laughed, but I think it was nervous giggling. I am AMAZED at how it is almost the end of the second nine weeks and the rules still seem foriegn to them. EVERY DAY they test me. And I think I've been as close to perfectly consistent as is humanly possible. And EVERY DAY it is the same thing. I've resigned myself to the fact that I just have to suffer through it. A lot of circumstances are out of my control. I got the class the fourth week of school. There are 3 new kids in the class (out of 17). The kids are constantly in and out of ISS/Suspension (although 3 of them got permanently expelled--maybe there is a God)...The one time I let them out of their desks we went to the library and I was HUMILIATED by their behavior in there in front of other teachers. Blatant disrespect, ignoring my rules, consequences, comments. I should have packed them up and gone back to the room, but I didn't have a plan B and I didn't want to have to move them through the halls again. After school on the way to my car one of the teachers that had seen me in the library called me over to her car. I was almost too embarrassed to even go over there. She made my day, though, when she told me that I should NEVER have been stuck with all those children in one class, even more so as a first year teacher. She teaches a lot of them throughout the day and has the same problems, just not all in one class. It made me feel better. But I still dread A-4.<br /><br />My major classroom management problem in A-4 has been this: The only way I can control them is if they are in their desks working and I am standing over them, ready to hand out warnings and consequences. If I even get up and begin to lecture or instruct I will be interrupted repeatedly and I will miss certain minor things that will eventually lead to chaos. The Mississippi Studies textbook has no teacher manual, no worksheets, no supplemental materials of any kind....so I constantly make up worksheets. The problem is, any one worksheet will take them 5-15 minutes to complete, depending on complexity and I teach 100 minute blocks. 100 minutes divided by 15 is about 7...in one day... If I give them anything that might take longer than 5 minutes (yesterday's essay assignment for example), they simply will not do it, regardless of how many points it's worth. We spend 3:10-3:30 staring at each other every other day while we wait for the bell. At least after Christmas it will be geography which has resources.<br /><br />My tenth grade classes are MUCH better. A-1 could hold class without me there. Honestly, I'm not as strict in that class and they can handle it. Occassionally K.C. will ask a question without raising his hand and immediately say, "Oh, excuse me Mrs. D." That is the class Reggie Barnes observed. That is the class I had my vice principal observe. B-2 is the most fun class I teach. I did get a little too lax on the rules in there and had to tighten up a bit, but somehow they are more mature. They ask probing, insightful questions and when I ask, "Who can raise their hand and tell me __________" 50% of the hands shoot up in the air. Occassionally I give a writing assignment, but it never goes beyond that.<br /><br />I've had to really crack down in my other classes. I let up on the hand raising too much. B-1 has 4 new students which is throwing off the dynamics. It's also my largest class. B-4 is fourth block, so they're either asleep or talking or packing up their bags to go home 20 minutes before the bell. A-3 is lunch and they are constantly in trouble for something. There's a lot of attitude and disrespect in that room that I'm still trying to deal with. Almost daily, I give K.M. a warning and she says, "It wasn't me" I let it slide, because I wasn't going to argue with her and after she says it she quiets down, but now a couple of other kids in that class are starting to talk back to me after I give them warnings and that's disrespectful.<br /><br />Overall, I need to be a little stricter, but it's mostly O.K. A-4 has destroyed my confidence, joy, and excitement though. I'm grumpy in all my classes now because of them.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-1161820992621493682006-10-25T18:44:00.000-05:002006-10-25T19:03:12.633-05:00The silver liningI like my job.<br /><br />It's a really strange feeling. I can't really explain why I like it right now, although I could b*tch and moan about quite a few things...but for some reason I like it. I make many mistakes daily. I run out of things to do with 5-10 minutes left at least once a week in some class period. I run out of time in other class periods. I'm drowning in ridiculous paperwork and I'm probably only an outstanding teacher one day a week. But the rest of the days I'm adequate. Kids are in their seats, doing work and learning....It may not be interesting or "differentiated", but at least it's work oriented daily.<br /><br />One of the biggest helps for me has been the random decision during TEAM this summer to do my 5-day on Chapter 7. I'm giving the Chapter 6 test on Friday/Monday and then it's fairly smooth sailing. Of course, my team lessons were designed for 40 minutes and I have 100, but most of the work is done. Chapter 8 will only be a take-home test in the interest of time and the fact that it's a short, fairly unimportant chapter. Chapter 9 was my 6 day lesson plan. Of course, I still have to plan for my other prep, but having one already finished is SOOOOOOOOO wonderful. I guess this is what it feels like to be a second year teacher...<br /><br />Another ray of light is the arrival of EEF money. I won't see anything I order for many months (if at all, from what I hear), but the opportunity to spend $500 on organizational and creative supplies for my classroom is my favorite thing I've done all year. Maybe I'll get file folders and some pens. Colored pencils? Transparencies? Printer Ink. Whiteboard Markers. Index Cards. Colored Paper. Some kind of In-Out box so that I can find the surface of my desk again. Velcro. I've discovered I use a lot of velcro....<br /><br />Somehow I've started to see the students as kids, too, which helps. As awful as it sounds, the first few weeks of school the glares they would give me made me sick. I looked at a room full of kids who hated me for 100 minutes 4 times a day. They still hate me some days...but I'm starting to see through it, to understand them more, and also to build up a thicker skin to that kind of stuff. The good parts are getting better and I'm learning how to deal with the bad parts.<br /><br />I still hate being out of bed before 8 am. It would be hard to find a job that lets me sleep past 8. I think I'm just going to have to get over that.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-1159998560059565072006-10-04T16:32:00.000-05:002006-10-04T16:49:20.080-05:00Learning Styles BlogMy class averages on my learning styles inventories were almost exactly the same for each category (with less than a .04 difference in one class). There were two exceptions to this rule. One was in my class that talks all the time. The students in this class were overall more "People Smart". That could be the reason they are constantly trying to talk. The second exception was in my one freshman class. The students in this class were more "Picture Smart" or visual learners. These two exceptions confirmed my earlier suspicions. The "People Smart" class is better at groupwork and constantly tries to help each other, even when it should be independent work. The "Picture Smart" class is horrible at reading or writing, but loves to look at pictures or do any kind of assignment involving colored pencils. It's amazing how they walk into my room out of control, but after 5 minutes with colored pencils in their hands, they're like angels (I think that has something to do with other issues too, but I won't go into that here).<br /><br />The most notable result on my inventories was that the students with the lowest grades in my class are each in only one or two learning styles categories, whereas the students who do well in my class are equally distributed between the categories. The students who do poorly are not any one particular learning style as a group, but each individual has certain learning styles where they fit. This confirmed my earlier suspicions that the high achievers will do well in my class whether I lecture every day, or not. It's the ones who have low grades that will suffer if I don't vary my teaching techniques.<br /><br />Since I gave the tests and calculated the results, I've tried a couple of different things. First, we did a very interactive groupwork activity where students had to act like newscasters and give the "breaking news" of England in the 1700s. As expected, my "people smart" class loved it, as did a couple of other classes, but 2 classes really struggled because of certain individuals who refused to work with their groups. I've also tried to hit more than one learning style in each lesson I teach. I always hit visual and auditory, but I'm trying to involve more kinesthetic and peer-interaction activities. Of course, these bring up classroom management issues in certain classes, so I'm still struggling with that. My lesson plans for next week include passing around some pictures for kids to see and touch and various activities where kids actually get to move and do things. I know that different activities will reach different kids, so my major focus right now is varying things enough that each student can learn. If I figure out how to do that, I'll be the next Harry Wong. :)Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29107152.post-1159147075940085262006-09-24T20:09:00.000-05:002006-09-24T20:17:55.943-05:00HomeworkThis is in response to some concerns about homework...My kids have homework almost every night. 90% of them do it 90% of the time. I stole this method from my "mentor teacher" at school. Each night students have to take cornell notes on the next section or outline the next section (and define all the vocab words). The next day, after the do-now they have an open-note quiz on whatever the homework was. All quizzes are 5 questions and fairly simple. I throw the quiz on the overhead (with a printout for my kid that can't see the board), tell them how to head their paper, say it is open note, but not open book...all books need to be under the desk (and I wait until every single book is out of sight, even the closed ones, even if the student is not taking the quiz), then I uncover the quiz. If a student was absent the day before, they head their paper, write "I was absent", and turn it in with the rest of the quizzes. This method is great for you because:<br />1. 5 random questions to grade each day, instead of all the homework<br />2. gives you an extra 5-10 minutes at the beginning of the period (takes up that time while you're waiting on morning announcements)<br />3. Breaks up block-schedule a little bit more (do now + quiz= approx. 15-20 min)<br />4. Kids who don't do their homework are forced to sit and stare at you for 10 minutes and see a zero each day to remind them that they didn't do it.<br />5. Teaches them good note-taking skills/organization, because they have to find the answers in their binders in the time you give them...I don't accept late quizzes when I take them up.<br />6. No make-up work. If a kid is absent, they are still responsible for the material, but they'll just have one less quiz grade (or double the next one)<br /><br />The only homework I take up are review sheets, which I grade for completion, and I check those because it usually directly correlates to the kid's grade on the test and I want documentation.Steel Magnoliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00765614130379379715noreply@blogger.com3